Where to begin? This is 2 years late, but regardless, needs to be done. It all happened 2 years ago.....but I'm still living with it day to day, so it's still relevant.
My daughter was born 18th of November 2010, and lived 34 short days. She died in our arms on the 22nd of December 2010. She is our firstborn.
We have just had her 2nd birthday, and her 'death day' is looming. Currently I am remembering each day with her 2 years ago. What we faced, where we were, how it felt to hold her in my arms. I would love to be back there to hold her again.....but on the other hand I wouldn't want to go throught that raw grief, the despair, the devastation. The blackness.
The last 2 years have been tough, but made eaiser with the joy that our son, Matteo brings. He was born 13 months after her death. So grateful for him.
Not really sure where to take this blog, but follow me on my continuing journey, as i continue to live with the grief of not having my daughter with me. It affects me everyday, in ways I would never have thought, so there is a lot to write about.
Much love
x
My daughter was born 18th of November 2010, and lived 34 short days. She died in our arms on the 22nd of December 2010. She is our firstborn.
We have just had her 2nd birthday, and her 'death day' is looming. Currently I am remembering each day with her 2 years ago. What we faced, where we were, how it felt to hold her in my arms. I would love to be back there to hold her again.....but on the other hand I wouldn't want to go throught that raw grief, the despair, the devastation. The blackness.
Not really sure where to take this blog, but follow me on my continuing journey, as i continue to live with the grief of not having my daughter with me. It affects me everyday, in ways I would never have thought, so there is a lot to write about.
Much love
x
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